It sometimes is more nerve wracking for me to walk with people I know. With strangers there are no expectations and I am really good with meeting new people. I am not so good at the everyday friendships. At first it felt like Irina and I had nothing to speak of. Irina is sick so I think she was just focusing on staying present in the walk while feeling sort of miserable. This speaks of how much she honors my project and how much she honors my art. i am so glad that she is excited for my project. But the last 1/4 of the walk we talked of our secret desires and our secret worries.
I noticed that Irina and I's hands were a good fit and that I could feel a sort of giggle/bounce/reverberation as we wanted. I really enjoyed this. I like how we were similar heights and that we are similar weights and that we are similar.
When we were silent I didn't notice any energy changes. I am not sure why. One reason could be that I was very tired already from the first walk. The energy i felt in our hands felt like a large round pea. i realy enjoyed that image in my head.
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